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Sunday, March 14, 2010

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Notable Posts

Saturday, March 13, 2010

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Indelibly Inked, Chapter 10

Friday, March 12, 2010

This serial novel posted every Friday. Don't forget to vote for what happens next after each chapter. Enjoy!

Ch 1 | Ch 2 | Ch 3 | Ch 4 | Ch 5 | Ch 6 | Ch 7 | Ch 8  | Ch 9

Indelibly Inked
Chapter 10

Looking back toward the bedroom again, she remembered seeing a window at the opposite end of the hall. But the dog had been in the living room. Adam would have gone that way, for sure. She pulled her shirt over her mouth and started crawling toward the front door. She didn't want to leave him if he needed her help.

A raspy bark from behind made her freeze, slowly looking back over her shoulder to see Adam's dog staring at her. His head was lowered and he barked again, then wheezed a few times before he turned and took a few steps in the opposite direction. Did he want her to follow him?

The dog barked again, then coughed, his tail low and nearly between his legs. He was obviously suffering. She remembered seeing a window at the end of the hall earlier. Sure that Adam would want her to save his dog, she turned and crawled the other way, the dog staying a few steps ahead. Through the smoke she saw a dark mass on the floor ahead and as she got closer, Claire gasped.

"Adam!" She hurried to his side, panic rising up as she saw the blood pooling beneath his head. Had he fallen? His dog whined, pacing between the window ahead and his master's body. Was he dead, she wondered? She slid two fingers onto his neck, searching for a pulse. Nothing. The smoke was thickening. She couldn't do anything for him until they got outside.

Forcing herself up she spotted a fake plant in the corner, and hoped the pot wasn't plastic. Quickly she stepped over Adam and picked up the heavy porcelain pot, throwing it as hard as she could into the window. The glass shattered out and she knocked the remaining shards out of the lower and side frames with a picture frame yanked off the wall. Fresh, cool air streamed in. She took several deep breaths, imagining she could feel it replacing the smoke in her lungs. Suddenly she was very aware of the severe pain in her foot, and it was all she could do to keep from dropping to the ground and grabbing her toes. Instead she patted the windowsill, pleased with the dog still had the energy to vault over it. She glanced over the sill to make sure he'd made it okay, then hurried back to Adam's side. 

She reached under his armpits and curled up with all the strength she could muster, dragging him to lay right in front of the window. Looking out again, she judged the distance to the ground. There was no way to lower him down gently, and they were running out of time. Flames were licking at the hallway as she leaned over him and pulled his right arm up onto the windowsill, then his right leg. Shoving at his hips, she managed to get his left toe out, and then suddenly gravity took over and his body was slipping neatly through the window.

She grabbed for his hands, surprised wihen his fingers locked around her wrists. It took all of her strength to lower him until his feet touched the ground. Then she let go, watching him crumple into a heap on the ground. She crawled out after him. In the brief flash she was concious as her feet touched the ground, she remembered her two broken toes. 

Wildcard Topic: Stress

Thursday, March 11, 2010

I've been under a good deal of stress at work lately, as you probably already know. This got me thinking about my natural reactions to stress - not really in a "how can I fix this" way, but more in an "observe & report" kind of way, if you know what I mean. Introspection is hard for me to resist (you probably already knew that too).

I have two basic reactions to stress. First, I go into "hyper-focus-fix-it" mode. You know how women are always complaining that they hate talking to men about their problems because men immediately try to "fix" whatever's wrong? Yeah - I do that too. When confronted with any kind of problem, especially if it's time-sensitive my brain kicks into high "problem solving gear" and starts clicking through all possible solutions in order to solve the problem as efficiently as possible. I've gotten pretty well at hiding this when it applies to other people...I try not to mention all the solutions I see for them, and just nod politely. Somedays I'm better at this than others.

Unfortunately, when it applies to a problem I'm *supposed* to be solving, I go into hyper-focus mode. This is good - it allows me to examine the problem from all sides, see a myriad of possible solutions and start troubleshooting in a logical, organized manner. If only I could apply that to my writing. However...it comes with a nasty side effect.

At my core I am a *very* introverted person. I do my best to supress it most days, because frankly, nearly everything that involves social interaction annoys me in some way or another. That particular part of my personality is not conducive to making/keeping friends or building/keeping professional relationships. It's not necessarily people themselves that annoy me (though some do, of course), but the actual act of interacting with someone and all the stimuli involved is enough to drive me insane most days (this is why I love the internet - most of the annoying stimuli are null online). I am constantly guarding my reactions to the social stimuli around me, which takes a lot of brain power and focus. The side effect of being hyper-focused on solving one problem is that I'm no longer thinking about my reactions to my environment and the people in it. Sometimes my reactions to the environment end up causing me *more* stress than the original problem...and because I'm aware of that, I end up trying to focus on both. Which always ends in extreme mental exhaustion and a rotten mood.

When that happens, my second natural reaction to stress kicks in: I shut down. When I get to this point, I simply stop working on whatever the problem was and I'm pretty well paralyzed to do anything until my brain sort of "resets" itself. There's no use even staring at the problem when this happens...the only "cure" is to spend time by myself, preferably reading a book (frequently more than one) or watching a movie/TV, but writing works too if I have no interruptions or noise. I have to completely walk away from the problem when I get to this point, whether it's on deadline or not. Thankfully I normally have most problems solved before they get this far, but one at work has reached this point this week. Hopefully having today off will rejuvenate me enough to tackle it again on Friday.

How do you react to stress? And what are some of your favorite ways to relieve stress?

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